Those ability's are the same, when you live with a loved one in active addiction !
The rules and boundary's have been reset..tightened..added to..subtracted..and I have my running shoes beside my bed.
A lesson I have learned after his many relapses..and recovery periods..don't get to complacent !
Why his thought process when looking at treatment again...is always..One last Dance with the Devil !
Next week he will return to treatment...For today we step backwards..
Back to locking everything up!
Back to dealing with lies & manipulation!
Back to wondering who this emaciated person is living in our house?
Back to the thought... this one last Dance... could mean Death!
The one difference this time..I am not alone...
Hope & Hugs for all Families who are struggling with loved ones, dancing with the devil at this moment..We are Many..We are stronger then we think..We are Speaking out..We are Not Alone..xoxo